i am just now today, on thursday, starting to realize what this means for me. i am sure that it will hit harder at different points along the way, but today, after all my friends are gone and things are starting to return to a bit of a daily routine, i am feeling how big it is that i can't call her and tell her all about the past weekend. about how many people came out to love on her and me and our family.
i have a hard time feeling so sad about this. i have a tendency to go down down down when i feel sad, and i am trying to make a conscious effort to stay alive and kicking and not to let myself go there. i guess i will have to heat up my new favorite thing ever! and cook myself happy.
Hang in there Sie. You know we're all still here for you even if we're not there. Give a call anytime. And keep cooking! Keep ya head up.
ReplyDeleteHi Sie. Its OK to fall apart right now. There are so many people ready to help you get through it. We love you so much. Just ride it like a rollercoaster, let the saddness come and go. We will all be here to love you every step of the way.
ReplyDeleteHi Sierra!
ReplyDeleteit was so good to see you last week, even if it was for the worst of reasons...have been checking your blog to see if the cowgirl with the biggest heart of all had at least one foot back in the saddle, or a spoon on the new pot, if not in it...glad to see you've done both! feeling the love!!! thanks so much!